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A helpful word from Nancy Guthrie in Holding on to Hope, p. 10:

Ours is not a culture that is comfortable with sadness. Sadness is awkward. It is unsettling. It ebbs and flows and takes its own shape. It beckons to be shared. It comes out in tears, and we don’t quite know what to do with those.

So many people are afraid to bring up my loss. They don’t want to upset me. But my tears are the only way I have to release the deep sorrow I feel. I tell people, “don’t worry about crying in front of me, and don’t be afraid that you will make me cry! Your tears tell me you care, and my tears tell you that you’ve touched me in a place that is meaningful to me-and I will never forget your willingness to share my grief.”

In fact, those who shed their tears with me show me we are not alone. It often feels like we are carrying this enormous load of sorrow, and when others shed their tears with me, it is as if they are taking a bucket-ful of sadness and carrying it for me. It is, perhaps, the most meaningful thing anyone can do for me.

A helpful reminder from A.W. Pink in The Attributes of God, p. 39:

Here then is a sure resting-place for the heart. Our lives are neither the product of blind fate nor the result of capricious chance, but every detail of them was ordained from all eternity, and is now ordered by the living and reigning God. Not a hair of our heads can be touched without his permission. “A man’s heart deviseth his way: but the Lord directeth his steps” (Prov. 16:9).

What assurance, what strength, what comfort this should give the real Christian! “My times are in Thy hand” (Ps. 31:15). Then let me “Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for him” (Ps. 37:7).

Pastor Kenny was officiating the covenant affirmation for new members on Sunday.  He shared some of what they should expect in the life of the church (my paraphrases – he was going pretty fast!):

  • The suffering is real.
  • The tears will come.
  • We are here to strengthen each other.
  • We believe Romans 8:28: all things work together for good.
  • Live ‘sorrowful, yet always rejoicing.’

Bible-saturated pastors speak Bible even they are doing other things.  I’m grateful my pastors don’t shy away from suffering, even during the joyous welcome of new members into our God-centered covenant community.

God says some pretty amazing things about his sovereign authority. And he never appears to be embarrassed about it.

My Bible reading on Sunday had me in Leviticus, Proverbs, Psalms and 2 Thessalonians.

Just look what he says about his authority over leprosy:

The Lord spoke to Moses and Aaron, saying, 34 “When you come into the land of Canaan, which I give you for a possession, and I put a case of leprous disease in a house in the land of your possession,35 then he who owns the house shall come and tell the priest, ‘There seems to me to be some case of disease in my house.’ Leviticus 14:33-35

This is a direct statement of “I did it.”  There really isn’t a way to get around the plain meaning of it – nor should we want to!

I’ve read Leviticus a number of times but had passed over this strong, direct statement of his sovereignty over leprosy every time – until Sunday.  I looked at my index of verses on disease and disability to make sure I had included these verses, and I had.  So, for some reason the Holy Spirit wanted me to feel the significance of verse 34 on Sunday, and I did!

Then my reading concluded in 2 Thessalonians:

13 But we ought always to give thanks to God for you, brothers beloved by the Lord, because God chose you as the firstfruits to be saved, through sanctification by the Spirit and belief in the truth. 2 Thessalonians 2:13

We have so many reasons to hope in God!  And I am glad he is unembarrassed to express how he exercises that authority, including over disease and disability.

Dianne and I had the pleasure of attending the Doing the Right Thing Tour stop at Wooddale Church this past Saturday.  Chuck Colson was the headliner for a group that included Dr. Timothy George of Beeson Divinity School, John Stonestreet of Summit Ministries, and Steven C. Tourek of The Marvin Companies.

Among the speakers, however, Dr. Scott Rae, Chair, Philosophy of Religion and Ethics at Biola University, was the highlight for me as he spoke directly and passionately on the value of human life, along with the challenges facing both the unborn and the very elderly in our present culture.

But the overall highlight of the conference came between the first and second halves of the conference.  Dianne and I sat near the front and observed Chuck Colson talking with a very elderly man, giving him direct, special attention in the midst of a sea of people.  Dianne commented that she wanted to cry, it was so moving to see him honor this old saint.

I’ve read Breakpoint for a long time, and have known about Prison Fellowship for even longer.  His public statements on the inherent dignity and value of human life are well known.

On Saturday I got an up-close view that he really means it.

It has been a hard couple of days for Paul.  He had a bad spell on Friday and again on Saturday.

God’s word is a comfort.

No, more than that: an answer.

I bless the Lord who gives me counsel; in the night also my heart instructs me.

I have set the Lord always before me;
because he is at my right hand, I shall not be shaken.

Therefore my heart is glad, and my whole being rejoices;
my flesh also dwells secure.

For you will not abandon my soul to Sheol,
or let your holy one see corruption.

You make known to me the path of life;
in your presence there is fullness of joy;
at your right hand are pleasures forevermore.

Psalm 16:7-11

That passage was part of my reading for April 9 and God used it in strengthening me for the day.

I’m grateful to those who recommended that I read through the Bible in a year, though it took me a long time to actually do it.

I offer the same recommendation to you – why not begin today?

On Thursday Paul had a letter in his backpack from the Superintendent asking parents to contact legislators about public financing for Saint Paul schools.  The whole letter can be found here.

I had one of those moments of just shaking my head as I read these sentences:

We are required by law to provide special education services.  Freezing special education funding without reducing services amounts to an additional cut of $3 million.

This money will have to be made up from our general fund. The likely result of this cut will be increasing class sizes and the elimination of all day kindergarten.

Ok, where do we begin with what’s wrong with this?  I’ll just stick with two.

First, this is a false dilemma.  The Saint Paul Public School budget for the 2010-11 academic year is $623 million, and they began the year with a $59 million fund balance. They have numerous options for how money can be moved around, spent or not spent.  To assert that because their hands are tied in one area means they have only one option in another is simply not true.

Second, the superintendent is pitting the needs of students with disabilities against typically-developing students.  There was a reason why she chose those two groups of children. Read those above sentences from the superintendent again.  It could also read this way: if we could, we would take money away from children with disabilities and make sure we have programs for students who really deserve it.

Frankly, I don’t know if St. Paul Public Schools needs more money or not, if they spend too much money on special education or not, or need all day kindergarten or not.  So I’m not going to comment on the merits of what she was asking parents to do.

But these subtle statements about being handcuffed by laws governing special education just feed the cultural disdain for people with disabilities.  ‘They’ are expensive, less worthy than others, and interfering with our plans.

I hope for better from public officials, especially those working in institutions dedicated to serving children.

But, it is a reminder there is lasting hope only in the One who has regard for those who are considered lesser in this present age.  And he speaks a blessing on those who have regard for the weak:

Blessed is the one who considers the poor (or weak)! Psalm 41:1a

Justin Taylor had an encouraging post that 15 states are considering banning abortion after 20 weeks of pregnancy.  I found the Iowa bill that was passed by their House, and it didn’t include the abhorrent ‘except for fetal anomaly’ clause that can be found in other countries like the UK.  That was encouraging as well.

But we are looking for something even greater, and it will only come with God’s help!

The political goal of making abortion illegal has always been a truncate vision. Our real desire has always been to create a culture where abortion is not just illegal, but unthinkable. In such a culture, the physical, psychological, and spiritual dangers of abortion will be common knowledge. In such a culture, commitment, compassion, and a sense of duty to aid and protect both mother and child will be universal.

Biomedical Ethicist David Reardon, as quoted in A Hunger for God by John Piper, pp. 163-164.

On Tuesday Dianne and I concluded our talks on God’s goodness to us through disease and disability to the MOMS Group (Making Our Mothering Significant) at Bethlehem’s three campuses.

I learned a few things in this process.

  1. I really, really appreciate my wife (ok, I didn’t learn that one – I already appreciated her!).  We’ve never done anything like this together and I enjoyed doing this with her.
  2. It is good to remember what God has already done for us.  And very personally encouraging.
  3. Dianne tells our story differently than I tell it, and it seems to land on people with a different kind of power and evidence of God’s goodness.  I liked that.
  4. I love my church (ok, I knew that one as well.  But being at the north campus with those sisters in faith was just incredibly great!).
  5. Disability really is foreign (and scary) to some people.  It used to be foreign to me, so that should be obvious.  But I forget that.
  6. Christian hedonists don’t need to know much about disability to ‘get it’ that God is sovereign over disability.  That’s refreshing.
  7. We must keep telling our stories about God’s goodness in disability, and point out how God talks about disability and his sovereignty in his Word.  This particular aspect of God’s sovereignty – that he is both sovereign and good in disability – is worth visiting over and over again.

Thank you, MOMS, for letting us be with you!

On Tuesday Dianne closed her talk to about 40 mothers on the topic of God’s goodness in disability with this gem from Martin Lloyd-Jones:

You may not understand what is happening to you; it may seem to you all wrong. Trust yourself to (God). Believe when you cannot prove. Hold on to his constancy, his justice, his eternal purposes for you in Christ. Regard these as absolutes, which can never be shaken, confident that ultimately all will be made plain and all will be well.

The man knew how to pray as well!