Dianne’s phone call had happy news: “they know it isn’t lymphoma, leukemia or diabetes.”
That stopped me. I didn’t know they were looking for things that medically serious.
Background: for awhile Paul has been having what we call ‘spells’ where he is obviously uncomfortable, refuses to eat, and sleeps more than normal. We did the normal routine of checking on his diet and whatever sicknesses were being passed around his school. But the spells didn’t stop.
So Dianne, good mother that she is, started the rounds with doctors. Initial blood work didn’t show anything. First round of medical intervention seemed to make it worse, so we stopped that. They ruled out the serious things mentioned before. We have a reasonable plan we’ve worked out with his primary doctor to try to figure this out.
God is giving us good medical care and I am grateful for the doctors and specialists we have. But we are constantly reminded that as skilled as they are, they don’t know everything. They can’t know everything. I trust they are doing their best, but I do not hope in them.
My point is simply this: God alone is sovereign. God knows what is going in inside of Paul. God cares about Paul even more than I do. There is not one promise that God has made that he will fail to keep. He is absolutely, entirely trustworthy.
His ways are inscrutable even as they are perfect. I know God will help us even as I don’t know the particular outcome of these episodes for Paul:
Likewise the Spirit helps us in our weakness. For we do not know what to pray for as we ought, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groanings too deep for words. Romans 8:26
Dianne and I aren’t playing around with a notion that somehow believing good things or hoping for the best or bargaining with God has any value at all. Jesus himself is holding it all together. Nothing can separate us from Jesus:
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? As it is written,
“For your sake we are being killed all the day long;
we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.”
No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 8:35-39
So, we don’t know if these spells are serious or will be easily dealt with. But I do know this: God is good, he has never done me or Paul wrong, and someday I will clearly see it is all for his glory and for my good.
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God knows more than we do, and I am very glad!
Posted in commentary, Prayer Requests on June 25, 2010| 1 Comment »
I met an extraordinary young man earlier this week. He came into the world on May 15.
This morning (Friday) he will have surgery on his heart.
His young parents are clinging to Jesus. They are the very picture of ‘sorrowful, yet always rejoicing.’
I was humbled to be in their presence at the hospital and grateful God gave me the opportunity to pray for and with them. Would you join me in praying for him today?
And I was amazed at how much God has given to us in the common grace of medicine, medical technology and trained medical personnel. They know what is wrong with this boy’s heart. And they know how to address the problem. And they have done it many, many times.
But they don’t know what God knows. He knows how and why he made this boy, he knows this boy’s days, and he loves this boy more than anyone. How sweet it is to cling to hope here, in the one who knows all, commands all, and has given us many gifts, like medical care.
After seeing this young family, I watched this video, thanks to Abraham Piper and his blog, 22 Words.
I was just amazed at this as well. God has made us far more complicated than I can begin to comprehend!
Thank you, Lord, for letting me see and feel a bit of your extraordinary abilities today! Truly, we can rest in you and all the promises you have given us because you are able to do everything you have said you will do.
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