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On Sunday morning it was almost one of ‘those’ days.  But we pushed through together and made it to church on time.

About two minutes after dropping Paul off, he had one of his seizure-like episodes.  We hadn’t even made it out of the hallway up to the sanctuary.

But, rather than giving up, the room leader (who I also happen to know through her volunteering at Desiring God) just wanted to make sure it was ok for him to stay.  These episodes are frightening to watch, but she knew that a significant part of her job is helping families like mine experience worship and preaching.

After these spells, Paul mostly wants to sleep, so he wasn’t going to be demanding much attention.  And Paul’s aid is both an experienced health care professional and a long-term volunteer with him.

So, the rest of us went up to worship.

We were late by this time, but we were in the sanctuary.  We were in the sanctuary because the children’s ministry is oriented toward serving the children AND their families.  And sometimes families are best served when a child with multiple disabilities who has an unknown seizure-like disorder sleeps on his volunteer’s lap.

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I’m watching thousands of geese head north as I write this.  It is an amazing sight; their flight pattern is distinct and beautiful and very complicated as I watch individual birds within the mass. I went outside and could hear multitudes of birds twittering, singing and honking.  It is good for my soul.

A.W. Pink, The Sovereignty of God, p. 110.

God created all things.

This truth no one, who bows to the testimony of Holy Writ, will question; nor would any such be prepared to argue that the work of creation was an accidental work.

God first formed the purpose to create, and then put forth the creative act in fulfillment of that purpose.

All real Christians will readily adopt the words of the Psalmist and say, “O Lord, how manifold are Thy works ! in wisdom has Thou made them all.”

Will any who endorse what we have just said, deny that God purposed to govern the world which He created?

Surely the creation of the world was not the end of God’s purpose concerning it.

Surely He did not determine simply to create the world and place man in it, and then leave both to their fortunes.

It must be apparent that God has some great end or ends in view, worthy of His infinite perfections, and that He is now governing the world so as to accomplish these ends – “The counsel of the Lord standeth for ever, the thoughts of His heart to all generations” (Ps 33:11).

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I enjoy conferences for the new content I will hear explaining old truths, and for the old content I usually discover.

I bought A.W. Pink’s The Sovereignty of God at the Children Desiring God conference this past weekend.  Though it is not yet more than 100 years old (it was first published in 1930), I can say with confidence that Pink brings a helpful, God-centered wisdom that will last well into the future!

A.W. Pink, The Sovereignty of God, p. 15

Without a doubt a world crisis is at hand, and everywhere men are alarmed. But God is not! He is never taken by surprise.

It is no unexpected emergency which now confronts Him, for He is the One who “worketh all things after the counsel of His own will” (Eph 1:11). Hence, though the world is panic-stricken, the word to the believer is, “Fear not”! “All things” are subject to His immediate control: “all things” are moving in accord with His eternal purpose, and therefore, “all things” are “working together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose.”

It must be so, for “of Him, and through Him, and to Him are all things” (Rom. 11:36). Yet how little is this realized today even by the people of God! Many suppose that He is little more than a far-distant Spectator, taking no immediate hand in the affairs of earth.

It is true that man has a will, but so also has God. It is true that man is endowed with power, but God is all-powerful. It is true that, speaking generally, the material world is regulated by law, but behind that law is the law-Giver and the law-Administrator. Man is but the creature.

God is the Creator, and endless ages before man first saw the light “the Mighty God” (Isa. 9:6) existed, and ere the world was founded, made His plans; and being infinite in power and man only finite, His purpose and plan cannot be withstood or thwarted by the creatures of His own hands.

 

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All the paths of the Lord are loving and faithful. Psalm 25:10

All does not mean “all – except the paths I am walking in now,” or “nearly all – except this especially difficult and painful path.” All must mean all.

So, your path with its unexplained sorrow or turmoil, and mine with its sharp flints and briers- and both our paths, with their unexplained perplexity, their sheer mystery – they are His paths, on which He will show himself loving and faithful.  Nothing else; nothing less.

Amy Carmichael, You Are My Hiding Place, p. 98

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If we are haunted by God, nothing else can get in, no cares, no tribulation, no anxieties. We see now why Our Lord so emphasized the sin of worry. How can we dare be so utterly unbelieving when God is round about us? To be haunted by God is to have an effective barricade against all the onslaughts of the enemy.

“His soul shall dwell at ease.” In tribulation, misunderstanding, slander, in the midst of all these things, if our life is hid with Christ in God, He will keep us at ease. We rob ourselves of the marvelous revelation of this abiding companionship of God. “God is our Refuge” — nothing can come through that shelter.

Oswald Chambers, My Utmost for His Highest, June 2 meditation.

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Lack peace of mind? Pray!

D.A. Carson, on God and prayer in the midst of suffering:

The degree of our peace of mind is tied to our prayer life (Phil. 4:6-7). This is not because prayer is psychologically soothing, but because we address a prayer-answering God, a personal God, a responding God, a sovereign God whom we can trust with the outcomes of life’s confusions. And we learn, with time, that if God in this or that instance does not choose to take away the suffering, or utterly remove the evil, he does send grace and power. The result is praise; and that, of course, is itself enjoyable, in exactly the same way that lovers enjoy giving each other compliments.

I cannot tell you how many times I have visited some senior saint who is going through serious suffering, perhaps terminal illness, only to come away feeling that it was I who benefited from exposure to a believer who was already living in the felt presence of God.

D.A. Carson, How Long, Oh Lord? p. 217-218.

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In his very helpful address at the Children Desiring God conference, Russell Moore drew clear attention to our enemy:

We rage against the reptile, not against his prey.

The reptile, of course, is Satan.

It can feel like he’s winning this war.  In this article from Saturday’s New York Times (login may be required; not appropriate for young children), the depths of our culture’s disregard for adults with severe disabilities living in group homes was apparent:

And, despite a state law requiring that incidents in which a crime may have been committed be reported to law enforcement, such referrals are rare: State records show that of some 13,000 allegations of abuse in 2009 within state-operated and licensed homes, fewer than 5 percent were referred to law enforcement. The hundreds of files examined by The Times contained shocking examples of abuse of residents with conditions like Down syndromeautism and cerebral palsy.

Stories like these make me fully appreciate when parents say things like, “my prayer is to live one day longer than my child.”  The evil of this present age is horrifying, especially in light of how vulnerable my son is because of his multiple disabilities.

Pastor John helpfully reminds us that God is not just full of mercy:

God is more than merciful. He is also just. Verse 19 (of Romans 12) makes this crystal clear: “Vengeance is mine, I will repay, says the Lord.” No wrong will go without punishment. The wrath of God will repay every wrong either in the suffering and death of Christ for those who repent and believe on him, or in hell for those who don’t. So when we return good for evil, it’s not only because God is merciful, but also because God is just. We display his mercy and we defer to his justice.  John Piper, When Is It Right to Repay Evil with Pain?, March 13, 2005

That doesn’t mean we are passive about evil.  We can pursue justice, but we do so through proper institutions and with a proper heart:

And God calls us to uphold justice as part of the God-ordained institutions we belong to—and all this to show people what God is like in his justice, and how he frees us to do justice without a malicious spirit.  Piper, same sermon

To my family members and friends in law enforcement: John, Andrew, Chris and Greg, I am very grateful God has called you to face the evil of this age as representatives of the civil authorities God has appointed.  And I am grateful that your experiences with your cousin, sister, and children with disabilities have shaped your understanding about people with disabilities as part of God’s creation worth protecting, nurturing and esteeming.

And I’m grateful that, someday, your services will no longer be needed.  Come quickly, Lord Jesus!

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A sovereign protector we have

D.A. Carson included this poem by Augustus Toplady (writer of Rock of Ages) in his book, How Long, O Lord?

A sovereign protector I have,
Unseen, yet for ever at hand,
Unchangeably faithful to save,
Almighty to rule and command.
He smiles and my comforts abound;
His grace as the dew shall descend,
And walls of salvation surround
The soul he delights to defend.
Kind Author and ground of my hope,
Thee, Thee, for my God I avow;
My glad Ebenezer set up
And own Thou hast helped me till now.
I muse on the years that are past
Wherein my defence Thou hast proved;
Nor wilt Thou relinquish at last
A sinner so signally loved.
Inspirer and Hearer of prayer,
Thou Shepherd and Guardian of Thine,
My all to Thy covenant care
I sleeping and waking resign.
If Thou are my Shield and my Sun,
The night is no darkness to me;
And, fast as my moments roll on,
They bring me but nearer to Thee.

D.A. Carson, p. 218


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The Children Desiring God Conference was a wonderful experience, and I look forward to posting links to several sessions when they are available.  David Michel ended the final session by reciting Ephesians from memory.  What an encouragement to hear all of Paul’s letter to the Ephesians at once!

I also had the opportunity to meet many brothers and sisters from around the world who are dealing with disability in their families or in their churches.  I was reminded, frequently, of how good God has been to us at Bethlehem.

Would you pray for our churches and leadership around the world?

  • Some churches have great, supportive leadership for disability ministry, like we have experienced at Bethlehem.  Praise God for such encouraging examples!
  • Some churches have leadership who don’t really understand why this is important.  Please pray for them that God would open eyes, and that God would also help the families experiencing disability be patient toward and respectful of the leaders God has appointed.
  • Everyone feels inadequate.  That’s not a bad thing – it increases our dependency on him as we ask for his help (Philippians 4:5-7).
  • Nobody has enough volunteers. Pray for more people to join us, and experience joy with us!

 

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This morning (Saturday), I have been given the pleasure of introducing Pastor David Michael to the 900 or so attendees of the Children Desiring God Conference.  I am so grateful to God for this man; it has been a pleasure to even think about doing so!

David has been a champion at Bethlehem for the children who are different because of disability.  So has his wife, Sally, who co-labors with him in the Family Discipleship Department and as the creator of curriculum for Children Desiring God.

I would strongly encourage you to read the following two attachments, in response to questions Krista Horning had as a young girl back in 1999.  You now know Krista as the author of Just the Way I Am: God’s Good Design in Disability.  But then, she was a girl with hard questions.  And God provided through David and Sally Michael:

Letter from David Michael

Notes from Sally Michael

Thank you, Lord, for people who know you will help them to love us to the very end!  Thank you for David and Sally Michael!

Letters used with permission of the Horning family.

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